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"Childlike vs Childish"

Welcome

Hello/Hola, My name is Emmanuel but people call me E. Welcome to my personal website. I like connecting with cool people, music, and visually pleasing things, deeply. I feel like I have a bunch of random ideas and things that I make that I want to share (which includes this website). And this will be the place where I post a lot of those things (or that’s the plan). Currently traversing the seas. Coming to a city near you.

(12/12/25)

downtown-dallas

It’s like 7 pm and I have been working on this on and off for like a month. I’m constantly trying to balance a bunch of things in my brain and life and since I don’t plan things (I’m kinda working on it) and just kinda freestyle them, things require a lot of takes or I’ll decide on a certain direction only to last minute change my mind. Then I have to burn things down and kinda start over haha. Kids don’t be like me. This is version One of the website. Sections may vanish and new ones might pop up. I just kinda go then adjust as needed. Hmmmmmmm yeah goodbye.

(Music) Max Winter / SkiiFall / Toro Y Moi

music-albums

Max Winter's Lean Into Me. A lowkey bopper, a favorite of my super religious friend who only listens to musicals and Christian music. Lowkey, catchy vocals and piano sections, play it in front of a loved one. They’ll probably give you a kiss on the cheek right after. SkiiFall's short mixtape WOIIYOIE TAPES Vol. 1. Both Lost Angeles and My Gully have smooth harmonious hooks. Listen to Lost Angeles if you’re on your dark melancholy lone wolf shit. My Gully for a more hopeful dreamy attitude. Finally, Toro Y Moi the goat. The grounded Ye of the “underground”, your favorite’s favorite. Inner Peace is great and his most approachable album. Funky and energetic personal favorites include Who I Am and Laws of the Universe.

(Stylin' on em') Nike SB Bruin

style

Put on by Kunichi Nomura. If you like something simple/classy like Vans or infamous German trainers looking shoes (but not ugly, maybe I’ll come around one day. I didn’t like E36’s when I was a younger either.) look no further than the Nike SB Bruin Classy, worn by Michael J. Fox himself in Back To The Future (though these are the SB variants ). All the good color ways came out around 2010. So no you can’t find them in stores. Figure it out, I believe in you.

(Current Book) Gravity's Rainbow

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Currently reading Thomas Pynchon's world renowned Gravitys Rainbow. One of the great American writers, at least that’s what I've heard. If you want to see how fragile our understanding of the world is whether through traditional or alternative systems. Say goodbye to horror films, this stuff will make you shit bricks. Start with The Crying Lot of 49 so you know what you’re getting yourself into.